Andrea went white. "No!" she replied. "I mean, we could adopt, or you could carry, if you wanted to, or--" Andrea stopped, hoping she wasn't getting ahead of herself, but this situation she had got herself into meant she had to have a very real and frank conversation with her girlfriend. "Ade, I would love to share a home and a family with you." She placed her hand on her tummy. "I'm just not sure I want this child." Did that make her selfish? Possibly. But Andrea had to be honest - with herself, and with Ade.